Rachael, in Genesis 30:1 tells Jacob to “Give me children or I’ll die”. The irony, however, is that her natural second son, Benjamin, caused her death through painful labor.
How often do we find ourselves in a similar situation? You and I know this place so well—the very thing we think we want more than life itself becomes our undoing. Whether it is a relationship, a friendship, a status… when life becomes all about a single thing, we can be assured that we are missing the point, and that we will be left, empty and wanting.
When we desire ANYTHING—good or bad—more than God Himself, we’re left with what will ultimately be our undoing—the “child of my suffering” (the Ben-Oni). If you strive to gain your life, you will lose it.
Look to Christ—in Him is abundant life. “Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face!—And the things of this earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.”
Peace and love.